Fearing New Years Eve…

I will now look into the cards. What the Celtic animal cards will say. About what comes next, tomorrow and the time after that. That is a tradition, always before the end of the year. But it is more about how I might, should or could react to this or that…

I think, I hurt someone tonight but there was no other choice for me. Fearing New Years Eve. It all hurts. I hope next year, or maybe even tomorrow, I will come into contact with my emotions, finally. They are hiding somewhere.




Running away from pain. Smelling sweet of  Issey Miyake.



Sadness, sadness, sadness, and more sadness. Hope is lost.  I should give up my fortress… It makes no sense anymore. 9280~Skull-Crossbones-Poster