devastated

I feel nothing but devastated
my cheeks are burning up
blushing
yes it still hurts
I feel so helpless
you could have come and rescued me
now I am lost
perhaps
and we will see
if it turns out good
if my feelings will stay
I am devastated by you
there is a storm in my head
it reaches down to my stomach
and everywhere around me
no, no, no, this can only be a nightmare
but at least – it feels right in the end

but even that is an illusion.

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